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yesterday was fun until 8 oclock, i went skatin with kyle andy and jamie, we went around to all the places to skate then to the skatepark. i tried to ollie over a roadblock cone and fell 3 feet onto my ankle and rolled it, my fucking ankle hurts like a fucking bitch, i cant walk and ive been wheelin myself around on my computer chair for the last 3 hours
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today has sucked so far
i was planning on goin out and skaten cuz kyle got his car but he has to go out and eat with his grandma first,
ive felt so depressed lately....
one of the people that i thought was my friends hates me now,
a nother friend that i like seems to want nothing to do with me anymore and shes always "busy" and never has time for me anymore
my parents have pretty much just stopped listening to me and not letting my have any say on anything that goes on in my house, there just mad because im not perfect like my brother and so they think by trying to make me into a different person is going to work,
another one of my friends has been flipping out on me all the time for no fucking reason
i guess i should probably stop bitching cuz its not like anyones gonna care
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[04 Apr 2004|10:09am] |
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this week/weekend was fun. all week i went skating when i could, i went out and got a whole new complete skateboard for 110$ but i broke the deck of it two days after i bought it, i also got a new pair of shoes. nothing really happened that was too great durning spring break. i just bought a sega gennsis yesterday and ive been playin it all day
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ahhh yes, today
KYLES BIRTHDAY, i missed it cuz i went skating in the morning but im still tryin to get ahold of him, i went on a trip with guy and josh to nausha and charles city skateparks, we filmed and i got about 3 lines in the whole thing, skating was fun but i dunno something seemed to be missing
-Ben
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[28 Mar 2004|08:31pm] |
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Hey, I dyed my hair today, then i went to zachs house and we watched a few movies, after that we just went skatin around til now,
heres some pics of my new hair
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spring break is here and it will probably suck
sometime next week im goin with my mom to rochester so i can get some new shoes, a new deck, some shorts, and maybe some earrings or somethin around that mark,
im still depressed but as i said shits never gonna look up
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[23 Mar 2004|09:52pm] |
ive been depressed lately so i havent been updaten
1st things first skate jam rocked, puking on manniquines played an awesome show,
i guess i should probably why ive been depressed so uhh here it goes
generally life sucks, im not gonna name names so but one of my friends that i liked started likin this other person and then i had another friend that i think lied to me but im not sure, my grades have been falling and the end of the quarter is in 2 days, i really like this one person but im to much of a pussy so i feel like shit when i dont get to see her. im completely fucked in foods class now cuz were taking some huge ass exame and like i think ive gotten about four answers right. i havent felt as connected to everything as i used to. i just wish something would go my way once put i guess shit will never look up and nothings ever gonna change for me....
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Ben
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today was a ok day, i went to school then i came home and helped my dad, then kyle and i went to the mall and i got my ear periced, it sux i have to leave this gay little stud thingy in my ear for like 6 weeks before i can get a lupe.
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